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One of those days when every little thing seems to irk me. I feel constantly rushed, pressed for time, and overwhelmed. And as much as I hate the phrase “I need a vacation”…I feel like I really do need some form of escape. Daily life is becoming boring, every day feels like a chore. I wish I had more things to look forward to, instead of my current situation: things I’m dreading. Things like, course selection for next year (gasp, already…I know), wisdom teeth extraction (double gasp). Anyways…the point I’m trying to make is that not only do I feel stressed out and overwhelmed, but I don’t feel as though it’s really worth it. I don’t feel any accomplishment now that first year had ended, and constantly find myself questioning if I’m on the right path. ”The right path wouldn’t be so depressing” I tell myself. There has to be more enjoyment somewhere. I just don’t know what I’m doing wrong…
This summer is almost half way done and I don’t even feel like I’ve done anything remotely fun. I just really hope July and August will make up for the lost time. There are so many things on my to-do and to-see list, and I intend on checking every item off by September 1st.
stay gold and red-soled, xo
